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Do You Have A Dream Inside You That Hurts So Bad Because It Has Not Happened Yet?

February 23rd, 2010 at 01:54am Laurie

Do you know what burning desire is? Have you ever wanted something so bad you were in pain? I mean pain in the worst way. Your soul was consumed by a dream. That’s all you ever thought about, it’s all you ever wanted, it’s what you think of when you awaken and it’s what you see when you drift off to sleep.

Walk up to anyone and ask them what their innermost all consuming burning desire is. More than likely all you will get in return is a blank stare. See, most don’t have one. Yea, they have 8 or 9 tiny wishes maybe but they don’t have that BIG ALL CONSUMING DREAM that burns so hard inside them it makes them cry in private moments because they want it so bad. So bad. English words are impossible to use to describe the feeling. There are no words in English to describe it. That all consuming fire, that all consuming desire, that all consuming dream that burns a hole in your heart so big it feels as if you are dying from lack of air.

I think that is the best way to describe it. Imagine if someone held you underwater, they are choking you and holding you down below the surface, with every second a pressure is building up inside you, something so strong that you will do anything and I mean anything to get air.

I remember as a young girl I heard someone say “When you want your dreams as bad as you would want air if held underwater then you will have them”. I didn’t understand that till a little later. But once I got the hang of it I knew it was true. I can’t tell you what your dreams are. If I told you mine you would probably laugh. You see, dreams are only important to the dreamer. I have had dreams come true that took 8 years to happen. And that was one of my dearest dreams. Once I casually mentioned it to a so called friend. She did not know it’s importance to me or how long it took to achieve. Her reaction was like “That’s cool, now what movie should we go see”. EXCUSE ME! Now do you see why you must, YOU MUST, keep your innermost burning desire dream a secret? Other people, even when well meaning, just do not place a high value on yours. Most of the time, if not all the time. Keep it a secret. Keep the fire inside you. When it does come true don’t expect pats on your back.

See, my dream was not done for applause. My dream that I carried for 8 years was done because that’s all I ever wanted. I did not expect applause or public approval. In fact I seriously doubt 98% of the people on this rock would even approve of my dream. But it was what I wanted, not them. I never had a doubt it would come true. I saw it finished every single day in my mind. I saw myself doing it every day when I closed my eyes for a few minutes. It was a fire inside my soul that consumed my very being. I’ll tell you one thing. That burning fire inside sure wasn’t going to happen if I worked inside some crazy office environment with all the petty politics.

I wish there was some way I could reach out and touch you and let you feel for 15 seconds that intensity that drove me. That consumed me. That pushed me on when all others turned back. Have you ever felt it? If you have there is no way to miss it. It’s not something like wanting a pickle from the fridge, it’s more like wanting air when held underwater for 3 minutes. Even then you would have to multiply that by 100 times to even come close to it. Burning desire? Close, but 1,000 times past that. See, in English there is no word for what I am trying to explain. Sure there are a few that kind of come close but the feeling I am describing is beyond words, it’s something else, it comes from somewhere else, some other place I cannot describe, a place where your dream does exist right this second. Is that so strange? Could there be a place that exists right now where your dream has already happened? In that place your dream is living, it’s real, as physical as this world. Yet that dream has not passed into this physical form world yet. Yea, now we are getting into metaphysics, physics and quantum physics. Are you ready?

For advanced as this rock is, or thinks it is, discoveries that stagger the mind have yet to reach physical form in this world yet. Let’s call it at 1/10 of 1% of what so called science has discovered yet. The other 99.9% has yet to be discovered. For all the glitz and glamor of technology this rock is as backwards and unevolved as an amoeba is to a physicist. Oh yes, this rock likes to think of itself as evolved, saintly, kindly with powerful technology. That’s because they cannot see anything else. If you only heard one radio station on a busted radio you would swear only one radio station exists. Anyhoos, this is getting a little deep. Maybe this is one for next time. Most people are not heavy into this. Quantum physics. Those guys are going places. The old guard has left and the new guard is coming up. Are you familiar with quantum physics and the numerous postulations? Can the mere act of observance or thought affect something that is not there? Can your thoughts affect something that you cannot see? Something you cannot bang with a hammer. You know those scientists always want something that they can bang on. If they cannot bang on it then it is not real. It’s only real when you can bang on it or capture it inside a jar. That is where scientists and Little Laurie part ways.

What if your thoughts do affect “something else” “somewhere else”. Is that so hard to see? Does a shortwave released in Texas affect a receiver 8,000 miles away? Think about it.

What will light your fire? What will turn it into an all consuming, raging bonfire deep within your heart? What?? I know what does for me but you must figure what works for you. I can’t tell you. I can’t sell you it. It has no price tag nor a name. It’s something you must look deeply within for. It’s not something that can be bought and traded for at wal-mart. It’s “something” deep, deep inside you waiting to get out, waiting to be released, waiting to take physical form. See, I’ll let you in on a little secret. This was never taught to you in schools or college. You won’t find it on tv or in newspapers. Your friends don’t know about it. Your parents don’t know about it. Very few on this rock do. Ready? Really ready? Then hang on.

The burning, all consuming intense desire you feel inside you for something IS REALLY THAT OBJECT ITSELF TRYING IT’S BEST TO REACH YOU IN THIS PHYSICAL WORLD. It wants to reach you just as bad as you want it. It just has not “formed” yet into this physical world.

Think about this very seriously. Look all around you right now. Stop reading this right now and look around the room you find yourself in. Look and observe every single object in that room as if it was the very first time you are seeing them. Finished? Good. Everyone single one of those objects you observed in your room moments ago at one time were only an image in someones mind. Every one of them bar none. First the thought or image, then the manifestation into physical. Every inventor in the world knows this simple fact. Now you do too. Every inventor in the world lives in the world I speak of. He or she visits that world in their mind and brings back objects they find. Every inventor. Do you think an inventor first saw a zipper in a store window then he/she invented the zipper?

I wish I could tell you what will create that fire deep within you. I really do. But it’s different for everyone. If I told you what creates my fire you would laugh at me I guarantee it. That’s why I have always kept it a secret. My fire starter will not work for you. You have to, you got to find it on your own. I discovered mine when I was around six or seven. It drove me everyday. I’ve thought about it ever since. It took a long time but it did arrive, when the majority said to forget about it and give up. See, what you will be doing most likely will not win you many votes. It won’t win you applause most likely. It will win your dreams and that matters most. What is your dream? What one thing deep inside your heart do you want to accomplish before you die? What is it that tears your soul apart because it has not happened yet. What do you think about for 18 hours a day? What do you dream about in your private moments when you close your eyes? What makes you cry in your most private moments because it has not happened yet? What is it that you think of the very moment you awaken? What is it that you dream about at night? 7 days a week, 12 months out of the year? What is it? Don’t you know?

My dream came true about 27 years ago. Since then I keep replacing that one all consuming dream with new ones. When those come true I will in turn replace them with others till the day I die. I have lots of little dreams but I always have that one great big dream that is so big it would scare most people. So big that most would laugh it off as ridiculous to even contemplate. Keep your dream to yourself. Nurture it deep inside. Tell no one. Not even your spouse, your parent or your best friend. Surprise them when it happens if you so see fit. But be warned, most will likely yawn when told. That’s why it is so very important to keep it deep within yourself and stoke the fires yourself.

Here’s one of my fighting songs. Who knows, it may fit you. Listen to the lyrics very closely.

Silhouette Of A Dream, Treasured By The Ones Who Hold On To It

L

Somewhere In Lake Chapala

“Something is about to happen. Something very wonderful.”

This post was composed under the magical influence of Sara by Stevie Nicks

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